Friday, 3 July 2009

19/06/09 week 10

bloody nora 10 weeks in already, just recieved the letter for my scan date this week which is when im exacally 13 weeks pregnant! will be into my second trimester!!!!
me and robin have booked off a weeks holiday which starts this sunday so only got my saturday night shift to go then a whole week and half off for me. i cant wait total heaven get to sleep in late and laze around for a few days. still being lucky enough not to have any sickness although my appitite isnt at its best and im not eating very much. im so tired all the time i can sleep for 12 hours wake up for 10 minutes then sleep for another 12 hours its a really strange feeling of just pure exaustion. i think i bit of time off work is going to do me the world of good

02/06/09 happy birthday to me!

happy birthday to me!
dad and his girlfriend mirella came up from hull last night and we went to metro centre and got something to eat. went back out to metro centre today and dad took me shopping. he bought me the avent steriliser kit for baby with all the bottles bottle warmer the works in it!
he took me shopping for some new clothes for when bump comes and got a pretty lemon dress which is gunna be perfect for showing off the bump at its best. on the night I booked a table to the big mussle and preordered 3 massive lobsters for the family. me and robin, my sister tracey and her husband matthew and my dad steve and his girlfriend mirealla. i had such an amazing day and night it was loverly, its been years sinse iv felt so spoilt on my birthday. i was so glad my dad came up to see me i told tell him very often but i miss him like crazy most of the time, hes a skipper and works away on fishing ships for 4 weeks at a time and he lives in beverley east yorkshire so i dont get to see him very often. which is a shame. my mum died on bonfire night 2007 of bowl cancer and i miss her like crazy, its very upsetting knowing i cant phone her to tell her im having a baby, if there was one person id want around it would be her, she wasnt just my mum, she was my best friend and everything she ever told me about everything was all true. she was a very wise woman and when my baby is born ill be asking myself alot "what would my mum do in this situation" if i follow all iv learnt from her then my child will grow up to be loved, comforted and smart. if im just 10% of a mother to my child as my mum was to me that would still be enough and more. i miss her alot on days like my birthday and christmas but i know shes up there watching down and as proud to call me her little girl as i am to call her my mum.

29/05/09 week 7

not alot to report from this week no sickness so far though my boobs have balooned up 2 cup sizes already! obviously no bump yet but dont feel like i can wear any of my normal clothes everything feels tight and uncomfy. starting to get really tired at work, my hours are so demanding so thinking about talking to my boss and reducing my hours down until im out of my first trimester which should make things a little easier on myself and on bubba. really looking foward to getting my bump and looking pregnant insted of just fat! hopefully ill get it nice and early so i can enjoy it for longer. although i recon by week 30 ill me trying to unzip my fat suit and will be screaming at them to get the bubba out of me.





22/05/09

well i didnt have to wait very long for a midwife (im so impatient) she phoned just a couple of days later and booked me in for the following friday for my booking in appointment. my midwifes name is mandy she is so loverly i was so terrified of getting a midwife who was mean and judgemental but thank goodness i got one of the nice ones :)
my booking in appointment was straitfoward. she jotted down some family history and took some blood tests discussed where id like to give birth the usual stuff. it was a nice feeling planning the birth it made it feel alot closer then almost a full year away. robin was so excited to be meeting the midwife she said she would book us in to have a scan at 12 weeks and we worked out im exacally 6 weeks pregnant! my due date is 16th jan 2010. also we are been refered to quid smoking as both me and robin are smokers and both have the intention of quitting now im pregnant.

18/05/09

phoned doctors for the results this morning and unbelivably came back inconclusive.
so have to go in do another test and wait another week for the results, did another test during the week which came up positive very obvious what the answers going to be but the doctor insists on doing another!
im getting more and more wound up by the day whats the point in home testing kits if your doctor is going to be a total jack ass and keep testing you until you actually go into labour then maby hel be convinced that im bloody pregnant! grrrrrrr :( popped in in the afternoon and saw the nurse who found it compleatly bizzarre that the doctor is insisting on more and more pregnancy tests being done. then to my compleat horror i found out they have the testing equipment in the surgery and there is no need to send samples away for results!!!!!!!
so why didnt the bloody doctor just test me there and then insted of making me wait. i cant make any appointments with a midwife until he refers me and he wont get it into his thick head that im up the bloody duff? the nurse however was very nice, she preformed a pregnancy test there and then for me and did a second just to be sure and finally I was down on hospital records as Pregnant!
about bloody time as well, i filled in a contact form for them to hand over to the midwife team and said she would phone me very soon to make me a "booking in" appointment, and finally the ball is rolling.

12/05/09

now im angry!
got on the bus all the way down to the doctors to find them closed!
why didnt that stupid GP tell me when i said i would drop the sample in the day after. grrr
honistly the people at this doctors is making me so angry. Lucky my sisters is close by so i dropped in for a cup of tea, left the sample there and she said she would drop the sample into the docors the next morning. nothing i can do now but wait a week for silly results to tell me what i already know.

11/05/2009

i'v just climbed into bed after what has being a rather bizzare day. woke up nice and early from the excitement of doing the second pregnancy test and dashed strait to the bathroom with a full bladder ready to turn the little stick pink...then wait for 3 minutes...
it felt like a lifetime robin made me put the test at the other side of the room so i wouldnt keep looking at it told me to sit down and relax with a cup of tea and wait for it to do its magic. slyly checking the clock every 10 seconds. finally the 3 minutes were up and I scurried over to the dining room table to collect the result. there it was... loud and clear a big clearblue +... were pregnant! it was a fait one but enough to convince me. my family knew we were trying so I phoned my dad strait away and told him the good news. his first words were "didnt take you two long did it little miss fertile" he had a point, exacally a month after my last period and we were pregnant! as soon as 8am rolled on I phoned my GP for an appointment and got one for later that afternoon. my sister tracey came and picked me up and took me to the appointment and robin headed off to work. the appointment was very brief I dont think the doctor thinks I am pregnant as he wanted me to give him a urine sample to send away and do another pregnancy test. Another test! I'm sat there knowing i'm pregnant and now waiting for the doctor to phone to tell me my test is a positive? it didnt make any sense to me. I played along anyway and said I would drop the sample in the next day.