03/07/09 week 12

well here we are, week 12 coming into my second trimester already, i cannot belive how quickly thease first 3 months have flown. not been very well this week at all, first i got a nasty cold. then i started feeling lightheaded and dizzy and struggled to get out of bed, which suited me fine until it started to get really unbearable. i got my first hormone tears when i was telling robi how horrible i felt, i had no idea why i was crying but i think i was just upset about feeling so ill for the last week. starting to see a little bump finally. its still a jelly belly but its sticking out more and more every day a few more weeks and i think ill be noticably pregnant.
cant wait for the scan, only a week to go and we can see our little one on the screen and get some amazing pictures which ill upload onto here.
iv calmed down a little bit now knowing im out of that little danger zone. the little em bmbrio is now knows as a fetus, it has hands, a little heartbeat and it can even have hiccups (reading too many baby books) back to work tomorow night, im really not looking foward to it, iv loved having all this time off with no worrries except which cheesy movie im going to watch next. but on the other hand its going to be nice to get lots of hours in and earn lots of cash to put away for bubbas things. sat writing this and im craving macaroni cheese so i think im going to go make some and watch my last cheesy movie before back to work tomorow (ps i fally got to put on that lemon maternity dress today because the sun came out then just as i was about to pop to the shop it started to rain and thunder so i still havent managed to get my wear out of it :( ) the next time i write ill be telling you all about the scan wooo only a week to go. in the meantime wish me luck at work without fainting from fatness haha :)